A night before Thursday
Hi blog, how have u been?
Me?... There's nothing much to say. My day was pretty normal, just but the fact that I went to a Tv show recording in the one MainArtery was about to performe. Everything else, just routine. The after-college-night-thing was nice, Empanadas and some friends. Now I'm here.
I don't know what to say, I mean, today I did everything. My day wasn't tight at all - in fact it was alright, but I had this bad feeling. I don't know how to call it. I was like sadsuicidalsomething. I know I laugh and shit and I talk and that, but is not what it should be, it's not me in the inside. Sometimes I just feel like Kathy, like swallowing every taste of unhappyness, deep throathing each piece of glass while they just hurt my throat. I feel I can't hold myself any longer and I just wish I could end it. Everything's ok and all of a sudden I just get critical, all of a sudden I'm not ME.
Me?... There's nothing much to say. My day was pretty normal, just but the fact that I went to a Tv show recording in the one MainArtery was about to performe. Everything else, just routine. The after-college-night-thing was nice, Empanadas and some friends. Now I'm here.
I don't know what to say, I mean, today I did everything. My day wasn't tight at all - in fact it was alright, but I had this bad feeling. I don't know how to call it. I was like sadsuicidalsomething. I know I laugh and shit and I talk and that, but is not what it should be, it's not me in the inside. Sometimes I just feel like Kathy, like swallowing every taste of unhappyness, deep throathing each piece of glass while they just hurt my throat. I feel I can't hold myself any longer and I just wish I could end it. Everything's ok and all of a sudden I just get critical, all of a sudden I'm not ME.
...Steps ascend to a loaded gun.
posted by Socrates Pena-Lopez at 3:50 AM
3 Comments:
A Bird cant always fly in a perfect wheater..but it´ll always be a sunshine to see
so finally u realized yr so not the same...
Yeah, but I've known this beforer. I'm the same yours, but I'm not the same mine. So I'm still against your theory.
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