Throw me: I am your boomerang....

The clouds overtake the red sky, they are coming from the east, they are heading to perdition. Sometimes I just wonder if we could take them down, take them down, take them somehow, if only we could. I've been dreaming about random things, I've been chasing those dreams for a while... that's why I've been gone.

...there's much left to say, much left to do. I'm fighting with the air so I can breath it, I'm not sharing it with anyone but the trees. Is going to be great, you'll see - you'll be center in the first line. A bi zillion of electric shocks stimulate my brain and I am reaching the highest point, yet not everything is completely clear. The clouds block part of my view - if we could take them down, take them down, take them somehow. I've come far and I don't care if the world deserts me but I am not leaving my memories at the door. I'll stick to them for a while until I meet back with them.

Just so you know... I have got some friends that are stars, but some are just black holes. Take care and seriously I am writing again.

Hold your breath until I say stop

...so is inside me man, I have a lot to say all of a sudden. My mind got tired of everything and just started to fire away randomly through my fingertips, some memories will be murdered - oh I hope not. Everything has been much boom-boom and flashy lights, quiet a good time, good nice and smooth lately, even if my communication got locked down for a while... I'll kill the industry. Ohh I fuck will.

I got lucky and charms are all over now, everything is going good. My chessboard is a huge print and I'm so high that my perception is ginormous, or something like that. Narcosis is making me loose my mind and now days I'm switching poles like crazy. Anyways stop talking about me, the other night this big mass of steel compressed into a bus crashed into four kids that had no fucking clue of what was going on. In a moment, we were all dancing to the sound of sirens and tired voices, the flash lights, the reds, the blues... and it was a fucking mess. They even weren't old enough to forget their dignity on a cabaret with a lime daiquiri... and now they are caught - dead? ...in this place.

Time's running out, but at the same moment the scope framed by the board I'm living in it's getting wider, I don't like paper or canvas anymore. I'm stealing the walls and the skies... the world it's going to be my workspace, my life it's going to be art. Feels like Picas...

Matches or machetes... both kill

"Hold my hand" she said, and left for what it seemed to be eternity.

Look around and and get hit by the smell of just opened boxes. Last night was much of lights and loud music on parade and the city got drowned in liquid dreams. Every street leaded to the same place... perdition. We might be doomed by now. Imagine Greece with a modernist twist, Gomorrah or Sodom draining through our hands and leaving taste of chaos on our fingertips - for us to lick.

Narcosis brings people to take excitement way over the hills and far away these days. I saw two girls almost killing each other over a 5 minutes use of a bathroom. Then again I was once told that I'm very good at noticing situations no one ever notices. I feel myself like magic. Actually, I think that people can't go around me with fake intention it's like I've been able to smell it since I was a kid. I always know. It happens to me that I start reading people's skin, the way the move, the way they chill, the sound and the essence of... oh man, I'm going into one of those monologues about senseless subjects, and how they make sense. I'll shut up!

Ohio... some people just don't know what to do with their lives, why would you want to live surrounded by a bizillion acres of corn... unless you are actually Jewish.

Happy new year.... Catch you when I'm in the rye.

Square shaped images

I don't remember how it was in the good old days where I had no job, but this day off was kind of odd. Someone's been pulling the circle, so it got more numbers... long day, long day.

Good thing, I saw two movies, both of them spiced up with some tasty Sci-Fi drops. For me, in a really personal closure here, "Next" is just awesome. Maybe because I love Nicholas Cage or just because. The final twist was awesome, gave me that feeling that I love when things don't turn up the way they always do for Hollywood, even if it did anyways.
"Children of Men" is rather good, I really like the way gray takes over the screen as soon as the movie starts leaving the tongue with that sour flavored taste... good movie indeed. Theo reminds me of Winston, regular guy forced to take action on a extraordinary situation.

This afternoon I found myself caged in this senseless conversation with three other guys at the gym, apparently some people just don't realize how dangerous it is to have a tank full of propane in the back of your car. I mean, look it this way... you might explode like... now. And what's the deal with buying a car you can not pay proper maintenance to it - fuck that! ...So yeah, picture me sweaty, pissed and monologuing about how we should, as human beens, have some kind of common sense... they didn't get it. Society it's wicked stupid now days. What leads to my next topic... "Ratatouille", have you seen this movie about a chef rat; no wonder why it's a rat movie... fucking cheesy. As long as they keep making movies as dumb as this one... society will be the same as it is now - No world for tomorrow.

There's a nice gentleman named Jade, he plays guitar in this band name AFI. He was chatting with Yeo the other night and told him about his new album with his new band, Blaqk Audio. So, cosmically Davey Havoc sent me an email and was blahing something about I should listen to it... I did - Good album, it's been on my car's player since Saturday.

So... Christmas it's coming and... this is way to long already, I'll eat this cupcake and drink some Coke.

Goodbye, tonight... yet hold me tight

Draw my life on a Cartesian coordinate system, past weeks were some what of a Sin/CoSin function, where high and low peeks were nonsenses.

I carried hope with me and right at the edge, I let it jump; just like cheap-ass rock bands in year 2000 - Good I've never needed hope at all. Jenny was trying to make me realize something... I don't even care what was it (she might get mad... but she won't). Sometimes people just don't understand how much of your time they are wasting, and it's selfish... and I'm not even starting on gas combustion and killing the Ozone (I might get mad... again.)

Anyways, let's forget all the loony moody and that bunny... I got lucky, the wind that blew away those not -meant-to-be words, carried within itself some fresh noises shaped in the form of pleasant melodies to tragedy scenes. Cosmically, today I read that Hollywood endings were somewhat of not anymore, I guess Yahoo news was wrong or maybe I'm doomed in the wrong rabbit-hole - Silly rabbit, this kid has some trix!!!

I'm relieved that I didn't get in the mid' of one of my "fuck you God" monologues right now, cause it might have sent me to into some churchy hysteria, that would most certainly make you fall asleep on the rhetoric. I was however some kind of lost into flashes of time-going as-fast-as-superheroes when the clock struck 12:40. Now it's late and I should go to bed... don't you think?

Other than that and for last, this time... not the last time tho, I'm looking for some flashy catchy clothes and some new shoes. I've been also trying to get some gymmy job done, I think it's working and since I don't have hope... I wish you are all fancy.

Night Mon!

Take some time

Yesterday was a lot of wasting time during the day. Senseless, I drove for hours and got nowhere. The masks where all around, non of the like, I wasn't mean to wear a disguise. The cold water drew a silver night and sucked the stars from the sky; good that I saved mine. We had good talky time, and then we consumed ourselves in drinks, driving to cuddling... in our minds. I've actually noticed that it's getting hard to say goodbye, even if the "bye" it's proper and good.

Friday I went to the movie theater, Saw IV was some kind of good. Little messy and gooey, but then again if you are lost dark and cold, you hold tight and wait for things to come. Remembering that the space between your fingers was made for for someone else to place their fingers and your ribs were made to hold arms.

The water fills my lungs

The time has passed so fast days seem not to be 24-houred anymore. Mysteriously the last time I posted was yesterday, then not. Fast forward ate this tape and I feel like I've got the wrong rabbit whole, I need to get back on track or something. Other than that gray is taking over the tropical blue, it's been for a long while now. Water drops are crashing the earth as we speak, it makes me sick. I love a good gray sky but I hate when it rains constantly.

I need to see a new movie, quickly, it's been a good while since I got lost staring at that huge window.I haven't been reading either. I've been drawing tho. ...Take it easy with complaining.

Piano... piano... and more piano in the back

The clock bleeds time so quickly that we are lost in the now in a second. There are a lot of things to say, even tho some of them are so screaming out of my flesh that you might know them already. Like I should have finished that story that day, it had "bestseller" written right on top of it- Shakespeare would've been jealous. I've actually been meaning to point something out for a while now but it keeps slipping my mind. Just in case someone has mislead you to believe otherwise, I'm experimenting some jumping-shaking-dancing inside my very chest... I think is happiness - I'm pretty sure it is.

So, just so you know, I never decided to let this piece fall apart to extinction, it just happened, I guess. Once you get so used to the usual you don't want to inhale the very same air u exhale - do you? ...And once the play goes so exciting and awesome that feels like a lie, you are not free enough to go and scream about it - You just enjoy it. Whatever, yesterday was just too amazing for me not to run and play the old nextdoor lady roll. Cris, Daniel and Sharon are here, and we all managed to get along yesterday night at this random liquor store. What ended up in the 70% of us drunk. It's 11.11 now, I should make a wish...
OK, back on what I was saying, this kids were totally wasted and being so dumb. Paul was speaking Japanese to everybody, it was hilarious. We looked like a bouncing round town circus, full of clowns, smiles and crazy kids. It's in what I am into now... or not into, but I'm kind of amazed with Panic! at the Disco's show.


I will write more often... or maybe not.

kiss... kiss... kiss...

You still think that I get one more time around

...and this country is more than hypocresies, cheap ass businessman and loud crappy music. This weekend I went up to a camp. The weather was pictured grey while I discovered as many beautiful scenaries as some could never imagine. I left the city last saturday, Paul and his friends were there. After three hours late, we finally got to the highway and it took us 45 minutes to get to Raul's village. That was pretty much it for that day. Sunday morning rain was coming, but it didn't hold us back. Two jeeps and we were up to the mountains - did someone said rally?.

Constanza is up too high and carries with it the mere escence of its level - It's simply beautiful. I loved the weather there and the sweet colors. Like trying to hold an ilusion I stood for seconds staring at a message, then I walked away from it. The going down was really easy and fast, but the trip isn't done yet. How can u go to Jarabcoa and Constanza if u didn't go to "El Salto de Jimenoa". Abel could kick ur ass really sweet - Giv'em hell kid. Can you say "awesome place"?

I'm home now. Love u tons... kiss kiss bang bang!

Everything still moves in slow motion

Lose one's hard-on Mon... come on in,

Last night was the randomest night I've had in a while. They play some good music at Steak House, Metallica and Iron Maiden were alright for the night.

It was Nicolas birthday so I attended to the gathering. Lala was kind of odd, since I didn't go to her birthday party the night before. School was cracking me up that day, so I couldn't - ain't hard to understand, I guess. The parking lots were packed, so amazing how many cars can fit in one place. We hung out for few hours, while alcohol glasses and cigarettes boxes were driven to emptyness. We weren't crazy at all tho.

A celphone rings, a call... a smiley mouth flipped down and she walked the path right out of the place. She was gone for long minutes, so we just stayed a while more. Then this guy turned at me and stared - I realized - for a second... I felt like we had been friends forever, since I read his mind so easily. We went outside to look for *whatshername* - Couldn't find her. Few more tics... and the tacs brought her back, I'm not into scenes and drama so won't talk about it. - I guess this is not a best seller.

Yet, some could at least wait till today for the gossip - Whatever. To keep on this odd nite, we just hung out at *whatstheplace*. Had some whiskey rolling down the throats, as the vibes passed through ears causing some movements into bodies.

Talking about random things, vanity could drive some to waste some good time.

Let's stop speaking of unfamiliar ground...how about I type something that actually might have some relevance to some of ur interests? Let me try... I'm leaving again for the summer, like in a couple of weeks. I'm anxious, but yet I'm not really amazed. I've found something I'd like to keep and I wish I do. Feel like living a shadow of the real.

Now back to airfilledupthings...
I saw Marieli helping herself with some whiskey, which is, for me, as weird as Jayme not drinking CocaCola for the night. Then again, as I assumed she was kind of drunk already.

Wanna see "V, for Vendetta", Davey Havok told me it was a really nice movie. I saw the trailers and I liked it. it kind of reminded me that Orwell's novel... "1984".


Mulligan and MainArtery are playing next week, rockandroll!!

Hey!! Hey!! if it was up to me (8)

Love u tons Mon... byebye.