Right now... it seems I'd walk u to the next train station, but I'm coming back half away.

Hola Mon, how are u now? ...how have u been? ...long time no talk and I'm really missing our latenight/earlymorning talks. I'm really sorry about leaving u aside all this time, but behind lot of things to do and the fact that I don't have easy access to a computer, I've couldn't help it.

Everything is just the same as the last time we talked, I'm here in Maine. It's so fucking cold and not enlighting at all. I'm living with some dominican guys and two rusians - Really crazy guys, by the way. I kinda miss a lot of things from my house, but to be honest it's not like I'd like to be back. Yesterday I called my mom from this celphone that I borrowed from a girl. Mami is fine, missing me a lot, she's so crazy, I mean she's like charging money on my creditcard, I'm doing ok without that money, but I won't fight some help :P. I'm trying to get some funsuffs to do, like going to shows and visiting some places, maybe next weekend I'm going to Boston or something. Like u can see I'm on lot of things and pretty much nothing at the same time, but hell at least I'm not in college ;).

If u can, please say hi to all my friendz. Sometimes I feel myself up to a hang out with them, then I realize they're not here. I'm off now, I've to go... I love u lotz and I want u to take care of urself.


Ps...
I really miss going to the beach. I (heart) You from the inside.

Piano from another room

Hi Mon, I was just passing by, I'm here in Boston at Chris, tomorrow I'll be back in my place right in Maine. Hope u doing good, cuz this is not like a party but it's fine. Gotcha later hunn :).

White/Red and your smile... "Me want cookie."

Ohh Mon I'll start to write a little less in here, I'm flying tomorrow, I think - I mean I don't know, geex I know I'm leaving tomorrow but it's like I'm not 100% believing it. I'm starting to miss some things already. Today I finished everything I had to finish for my trip and on the night I went to the movies with Gab and Amaury. We saw this weird movie named "Sideways" and it was OK. We took Gaby home and she woke up Lulah, so I could say goodbye to her - Thanx Gab, really :). Lulah is so cute and even tho I was mad at her the other day, a smile and few words can manage some anger. Or maybe is something else - Eileen, u feel me?

I hope I don't come back crazier, I just wish my days rock and I want u and the guys care about urselves. Some people should be here now saying bye, but they don't so I'm saying bye myself.... "Bye kidz", love u Mon, catcha later...


Ps...
Ohhhh I watch u there through the window and I stare at u wear nothing but u wear it so well...

Thinking about how to say good-bye

Being there where situations crash right in front of ur face and u just can do nothing to avoid them, I'm kinda weird since I'm leaving things in the edge of a pop and maybe they won't press hold much longer. Right from this weekend, things are getting to a level I could never imagine, a total uncontrol of my own being and life. Things happen so fast, so unconscius, at one moment we fistfight right the other we hold hands. Now I'm getting a ride, specting a try - don't know what to do, don't know what to do - looking around for an answer written in the wall...

Anyways, yesterday I went out with my family, and bought some things. On the night I went to Juan's, it was his bday, it was a kOoL time, nice guys and funny talks.

Today I went to the beach, I woke up helluva early and then Amaury picked me up, we picked Gaby, Lulah and Antony, flew to the supermarket and then we picked Mariam. We went to the same beach we went the last time, the lonely-quietly beach, played soccer and took some pics... I liked that. Then we went to Gabz and had dinner :P - Like this girlie messed it up, but anyways I'll do something nice for her since I was mad and played it like a bitch. Now I'm deep thinking about tomorrow and me dividing myself into twenty pieces - fuck!

I'll finish some bizz and then I'll roll to bed, I promise I'll upload some pics tomorrow. Je t'aime beaocoup, bonne soire :*