Soloing for a while

After the craziest weekend I've ever had dealing with school. Here I am.

Hello Mon, how's everything going?
I forgot the last time we talked, I don't even remember, it's been a while. I'll start by saying that this weekend was horrible. I only slept 11 hours because of school. I had to do like a thousand of things for today. First it was this Electric project - thanx Logan. Then Studying IO and Mechanics and I don't even want to think about it. I'm going to PR tomorrow, remember that show I told u about, the Incubus one, it's this friday. I can't wait any longer.

There's this something running inside me... I... nevermind, I don't feel like wasting it.

I know u're probably disturbed about that note over the fridge, it was just a second of incoherence and angryness. It has nothing to do with u, but with someone else. People should learn not to play with the Devil.

Iloveu Mon.

I brought my heart out

Straight up and independent...

Hello Mon...

I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while - again - I had midterms. My week can be reduced to just one word "study". I don't have classes today, so today should be fun :). I have rehearsal at 8.00. After that I probably just come home and sleep. Or I might hunt Lulah for her birthday. That's something for now.. see ya lataz.

Ps...
Happy bday Lulah..
Happy bday Yiz..
Kathy... Je t'aime:)

For us in general

The words spin in trying to make sense

as my sentences float in the air and I collapse;

my fist shows to the wall a reaction of discontent, impotence

I don't know what u've been told; but my mouth hummed what my heart growled.

Like an oldfashion song, glorified and forgotten

our neverending story - not even a one hit wonder,

this criminal thoughts headding my head

a knife to the throat, to the throat of a feeling.

Creepy, as black covered my mind and red inked my hands

it's all over the place like a snake in the grass

and I wish u understand that I went crazy while waiting,

this furious beast couldn't be handled inside of me.

We walk on a Luxembourg's street, on the XVI century

The past few days have turned into frustration. I spent a lot of time studying for my Statistics exam and then I did so bad, it was freaking hard. I think I'm wearing out already, I feel like the world could crumble into pieces all over me and I'll just stand there and watch barely exhaling. I have a final on friday and I hope I do good - BLAH bye! the only thing I can think of is school and it's not good at all.

She's is dunnoing around me, it's driving me crazy. I wish I could dig minds, like literally dig them, so I could know what she's really thinking.


Ps...
I'm going to backstab one of my heros.

Pull the trigger... another bullet won't kill an already dead man

I remember the days when we used to talk like everyday. I used to tell u every single fact about my day and it was kinda fun. Now everything is so the same that I just let days go by and then I post something, just cause I don't feel like "copy/paste"-ing the previous day post. This week was... I don't even remember how it went. Polin's bday was this week, November 2nd; we had some Sushi and had a good time tho. Friday we just had a blast with Jimmy's car - yeah right! - between the facts and Jv's coments, I could say that it was an akward-frustrating feeling; but a sweet atventure that fulfilled our weekend - WTF?!!. Yesterday night, we saw "TeamAmerica" at Lui's, that movie is freaking hilarious. No doubt in why Chris Hanna said that movie was the shitnizz. After that we went to... ahhh nevermind don't feel like recalling the memories about that place.

I'm down with this for tonite... Love u a lot...


Ps...
Where are u?
I miss u... I need u... I... You... Me... Us?