two plus two equal five...

OK, I'm saying this thing right now... if I don't get a fucking 20/20 in calculus I'ma load a gun and blow my head off. I've been studying the whoooole weekend, for example today we were studying since 10:00 AM and we finished almos at 10:00 PM - GOSHH!!!!. This is taking life oughtta me, I hope it'll be worthy.

Today have been, like I said before, fucking messy. Like a bizillion of exercises, burrying my face in math books and notes... man this is killing me, if I'd be really sure about that it'll be different, but I'm not... I don't know, well I do know, I know I don't want this. I also spent the whole day with this girl in my head, like I'm totally out of trail and she's the crazy traindriver. When I got home something lik 10:00 I started to play with Monalisa, cat's crazy, so cute and playfull - I love it.
Well, I'm soo tired that I'm going to sleep, anyways ain't things to say, I mean I've been studiying like 12 hours or something like that, so my day is like empty. Ciao blog...

Ps...
"a tres minutos de las tres, delirando otra vez"

When bad kids do good things.

GOOSHH!! - Today is being fucking bored and tired, since the moment I told u I was about to start studying till now, still on it. I stopped at 3:00 to take my guitar class, but then I start it again at 5:00. We switched stages at least, I mean we went to Laura's and shit.
Amaury picked me up something near 12:00 at Paul's. We had a ride, some sameoldthing again - Fucking routine. I saw Kathy, that was nice, she's so cute. Hey I'm about to die I swear, I've drunk like two coke liggers today and haven't ate shit. I'm so fucking tired and I dunno, I'm sleepy as hell. ciao...

Ps...
U've been all over my head today, like u just bewitched me or something like that...

Medicated Moment...

Hola Blog... Last night I went to a Club, my brother had this prom party - Yeah weirddo, but it was ok. The night was good, I mean I had some fun and some nice talking, but I have to admit that at first I felt like an old guy right there :(:). The party was bad, well, not bad, but they played out those kids, it was supposed to end something near 3:** AM and at 1:00 AM they were already turning on the lights. Blah, the kids were pretty mad. I don't really cared at all, but I know that they got mad.

Yesterday I decided where I'm going for summer, it seems that Boston will be the place. I hope I have a good time there - From May to August Miss America gets pregnant. Ahh yeah! I'm also leaving the city for HollyWeek, I'm going to Cabarete with some friends. The weirdest thing is that I stop my innerclock and take a look to the past few months and I realize that this has been such a good year and that it seems that it'll be a good one all the way. But I don't know I feel myself stuck in this dunnohowtocallit box that just drives me insane... ......Well Paul is coming for study, so I'm off I'll post something tonite.

Unpassioned ugly people...

Good morning blog, yesterday I woke up early cuz we, me and Paul, are still studiying for the calculus test on monday. Paul spent the morning here and at 4:00 we went to this class "Vida Critiana", after that we went to another class "Seguridad Industrial" not bad after all, I mean the teacher was kinda happy yesterday and we had a funny time. That was my day, more or less, I went bed really late and I don't know why.

Today I woke up at 7:15 because of Monalisa, that by the way just fell from my legs and met the floor backwards - She's ok. Today I'll to this conference, I'm kindda excited, I hope I have luck and all that. I shall be taking a bath and changing clothes but Monalisa is simply avoiding me from doing it. Well I'm off, wish me luck, ciao blog...

A day inside a stuffed animal.

My day started at 3:46 AM when Monalisa started to growl like a monster, I woke up and drove her back to sleep. At 8:00 I woke up again cause of the same thing, this time I fed her and put her back to sleep. Something near 11:00 I went to George's to copy some videos, I spent like an hour, talked so much shit and didn't copied anything because his CdR messed the Cd up. Paul came home and we tried out Calculus, just to see what it'll happen :P.

We went to college, and I have to be honest I don't know how I could hold on six hours without falling asleep. After that we ate Empanadas and have some funny talking there, I think today was good after all. I came home and praticed some guitars - Gina is doing it well. Now I'm having this piece of writting and drinking some coke. I'm off now... love u.

I sold You and You sold me.

Hey Blog how have u been?

This day started early, well not that early but early since I was tired as hell last nite. I got up at 10:something and had breakfast, I took a bath and call this guy to pick up Gina - YEAH! Gina is back home and she's fine. Then I took a ride round skul just to see Lia and ask her how she has been and that.

I went to the embassy and got my passport thing ready - That's why I love Uncle Sam ain't no wasting time on must done things. Remember those days I was looking for this document, for Chrissake I went like three times and ain't got thing. But here I just went once, got my passport renovated and they just said "come back on February 22th and it'll be done." - Today (February 22th) I went, spent five minutes there and done, no waste of my time. Then I went to college, this class "ISC-Lab" was bored, not as bored as always, but bored. Then I got "Dibujo" but the teacher gave something like a test and since I'm so good at this class, he exonerated me :).

When I got home it was early, so I crossed the street and went to this game my brother and his classfriends had against this other skul. They lost, but it was ok, my brother simply did the court, he isn't as tough as I :P but he does the court nice. I think they could win that game, when I got there I started to coach them and they almost tight it, next time I sould go earlier. Tonight was really usefull, I mean I watched them playing, I did an essay for "Vida Cristiana", I talked to my Japanesse friend, I played with Monalisa, I did something for Paul and I'm writting here and is not even 1:00 AM. Nice huh? - Seems I'm going to bed early. Bye blog...


Ps...
It took her less than what u think...

I should try Calculus.

Hello blog... I'm so happy today, I finally took my science test and I did it ok. I spent the morning studying with Paul - Been there done that - and at 4:00 I got it. It was challenging I must say, but I really did it fucking well. After that I took another test, ISC-theory, that was like a joke or something, helluva easy. I got home early and my mom made me dinner :) - Back to the roots. I had this I don'tknowhowtocallit thing with this kid again, I'm getting tired of it, I mean it was ok the first, second, third and even fourth time but it's been like twentyfive times in less than two months. I would like to know if getting unusual things inside mouths drives girls insane or something - WHATEVER!!!.

Ok, about something else... uhmmm damn! I just had something else to say and it ran out of my mind... blah it must be the tiredness. Talk to u later... :)

Mr. Gauss, it wasn't a plassure to meet You.

Hey wassup dear blog. I'm sorry I dind't post anything yesterday, but I was holly busy, I mean Paul spent the whole day here studying and shit... then at 3:00 I went to my guitar class, after that we went to the library and at the end we got back home just to keep eye on books.

The night wasn't ok at first, I mean besides the NBA-AllStar Weekend - DAMN!!! Steve Nash and that other guy ran out of mind with that show, pretty nice. I was like "just gimme something place to go", Amaury came by my house and picked me up, Gaby was totally wasted, she wasn't drunk but she was sadsuicidal or something - I hope she'll be better now. We took her home and then we met some friends out ther on a gas station. Pretty funny night - I was specting to see u but like u know I wasn't driving. I got home at 3:40 and met bed at 4:00 just to be awake at 7:00 - Yeah fatherly instincts... I've been studying the whole day, I ate at "La Carbonara" and I dunno... I'm waiting for the All-Star Game to see my baby Kobe playing :). Talk latter Blog.

...on NBC (Live show)

Well blog, what can I say, my day was normal all the way... some skul, some homework, some hang out just the usual thing. I woke up hell early cause Monalisa started to scream, then I fed her and fell asleep again. I took Gina to this place where she can be fixed, I just hope it gets ok - Thanx Paul. I went to skul and had a little "Dibujo y Disenio" test - I did fine. After that I went with mom to this petshop, and bought a couple of things for Monalisa.

We argued again, seems like we're two different person at this spot of the road, I mean I'm not getting her point anywhere. I'm trying to be Mr. Friend because I don't wanna loose her but she isn't helping me out. And then she came out with this wirddo question and didn't give an explanation. I wish she could say things the way they really are, the way she really feels.

I called Amaury and we went out. The streets? ...they were bored, nothing came up, just this few minutes with some friends and funny things they said. Gab? ...she stayed at home today - Yeah I missed her around. I got back home past 10 minutes and I'm sleepy. Love u Blog.


Ps...

*1: I thought u told me he has broken ur heart. I heard u saying u'll never talk to him anymore and now he's back on his he. Good luck with that my honey friend, good luck with that. I hope u just happy and he'd be chavalier and well behavied. Other wise I'ma... pick up the pieces of ur heart while his friends pick up the pieces of his face.

*2: Carmelo Anthony MVP and ain't needing a $90,000,000 contract for that.

...lifeperversions.

This morning I woke up at 10:30, and I don't even know how I did it. I was helluva tired, sleepy and well sleeping, but at the end my fatherly instinct got me up bed. I gave Monalisa, her milk and then I was right up inside books - "Vida Cristiana" sux. At 1:20 I went to my school just to visit Leah, cuz I had lot of time without seeing her. Then I got back home, studied a little more and had meal.

I went to college at 4:00 and did the exam, freaking easy exam by the way. I had two free hours, so the guys drank a couple of beers - I sitted and watched. After that I got this class "Seguridad Industrial" - Grrrr!! hell I was mad. The teacher keeps on letting homeworks and more homeworks. I got home near 10:00, had dinner and then talked to my japanesse friend till something near 1:00. Now the pillows fulfill my eyes so I'm off to sleep baby, :* for u.

My nose as it kisses the clouds

Hey!!! ...Well Paul got home at last, we studied and all, science can be interesting sometimes - But this time it wasn't :P. We ate and that, then I helped him out with some pictures for the next Mulligan's web site.

Something near 4:00 we got to school and took this boring class, with this boring teacher that thinks he's something funny but he isn't. Then we got calculus and at the end we got the funniest but worst class of the semester "Lab de fisica", GOOOSHH!!!! that shit sucks, the teacher sucks even more and the "experiments" - If u could call them that way - are the stupidiest thing ever happened on earth and space. When I got back home I fed my little baby - Haha I feel like a dad myself - and then I sit here and headbanged.

Switching the tellingstorylike style, I'm really on with DaveMatthewsBand, I mean is not the first time I hear them, I even have 2 cd's of my own and have heard others and I like it a lot, but Lynn borrowed me this Cd that at first seemed to be nothing amazing, but all of a sudden I started to like it a lot and now I cant stop listening to it. Now I appreciate even more that band. I dunno the past 3-4 days my playlist has been DaveMatthews, TheCure, DashboardConfessional and anything HipHop. Oh well today I changed it and had Mudvayne's "LD 50" Cd on and then Dredg "el Cielo". I was in the car and all of a sudden I jumped out and went inside the house and took Mudvayne's Cd out, haha it was weirddo as hell.

Swell tomorrow I have this test of this horrible subject "Vida Cristiana" , so I'm off to study a bit and sleep. By Blog.

Space between

Good morning blog, how was ur night?

Well to keep on yesterday thing, I had "Dibujo", but it was blah. I got home at 8:something, to find out that Monalisa hasn't eaten thing, so I went and bought a milkbottle to feed it. The night was ok, I mean, I did everythingI was supossed to do. Then I was talking to my japanesse friend and late nite before hanging we had this small argue, but I'm not mad at all. I mean I love her what the fuck - Yeah I love u :* - after that I went to sleep.

Now I'm waiting for Paul and playing with Monalisa.

These ashes are tomorrow's empires...

Hey blog, how have u been?

Today I woke up early cuz I had to feed up my little cat, something I coulnd't do by the way. It was hard as hell, so then I went to this Vet and bought a bottle to feed it. The morning was pretty full of things to do. In the afternoon I went to college and had this class - Boring class - and then I got "Dibujo" but today was blah all the way. I feel sleepy and tired so I'm off... I'll keep writing about today tomorrow.

Grey blue day...

Today is being a rollingcoaster of emotions, I mean the whole day submited to this tornado of feelings.

First I went to my school, I mean not college but my school, they had this activity for Valentine's day, lot of hugs and kisses, lots of ego feeding - hahaha I'm like a hero. Then I got home and Jose came to borrow my guitar, and puff my guitar's neck was broken, I mean can u imagine it, I used it last nite, I packed it well and today it was broken. That shit took the sadnessangrynessimpotence out of me and made it my day. My college day was awfull so unending and suicidal - Yeah I do think it was because of my guitar. When I got home I was acting vague so senseless and blah, but then all of a sudden I recieved this call from Karla that told me to go out to the parking lot... there was my Japanesse friend with a box and inside the box there was my new cat (Monalisa)... that made me happy.

I talked to Patty today, man that was weird, was like taking my heart out of me and making it talk and I know she did just the same. Those things she said I know it is hard for her to say them, and hard for me to hear them. But what can we do except of facing the truth and try to make up a new world for each. Sometimes I just don't know how to handle the situations... it's like wanting to forget but not forgetting at all.

Bye Blog.

Front a Wide Screen.

Hi blog, how have u been since last nite? ...Me? I've been ok, my uncle, Khayla and my granny came today - Familly meal. Then Paul came and we studied a bit of Science, pretty bored shit by the way. But whatever that was my whole afternoon. Then I practiced some guitar and talked with my japanesse friend a couple of mins. I wrote this testimonial on Kathy's hi5, I don't know it was straight from the heart, so straight that after I wrote it I didn't remember what I wrote, and when I read it I was holly surprised about what I said :). Now I'm watching the Grammy's Usher is on... Greenday rocked everybody's face and here is the best for me...

Alicia Keys is awesome.

I love u blog! :) Happy Valentine's day :*

Ps...
I love u for thousand years and even more. I'd crave my past and future collecting minutes and seconds just to spend them with u... U're great, weather if u're a little bit crazy (L).

Sound of Japanesse speaking: "Aish te ru."

People never talk like that anymore.

Today was such a good day. I didn't go to the team practice cuz I went shopping with my mom. Then I went to my guitar class - Yeah it was great - I came back here and had this bad moment with my mom, but it's ok I love her anyways. My bro bought me a new pyramids belt and a tshirt - How lovable :).

Like at 7:00 I went ot this Metal show, Epsilon rocked, Altus was nice but the sound didn't help at all. I ate Chinesse with the guys - Finally, Jimmy had the terriffic idea - it was yummy. Then we went to Cinamon to Pamz bday - Yeah thanx, I see how important I am right now - it wasn't ok, I mean I saw her and hugged her and all but I dunno it was weirddo, but if this is how she wants it, I'ma make her happy. After like one hour trying to find what to do, we went to "el Drake" :P. I met this girl from Chile - Pure metal girlie - and this other girl that I've seen like tones of times but didn't knew her personally -Yeah she's pretty and all. Then we went to the park - Some nice talking.

I'm getting to understand that weekdays are my fucked up days. This weekend has been nice :). Now I'm home, I'm sleepy and buh bye!! :P


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"hey!!!! wassup wassup wassup!!"

Your scent's all over my skin like fingertips.

Hello blog!!!!
Well the whole today as an everything was nice, I mean the morning was blah, the afternoon was ok, and the night I just loved it. I went to the movies with my japanesse friend, we saw "National treasure", the movie is cool. There'd have been a long time that I didn't smile from the heart like tonite, it's like she is the perfect person in giving me back my life. After movies I went to 8Doors, but it was blah, then I went to the park and it was even blaher... so I decided to go home. Here I am tired, happy, smiling, and thinking about I have to get up early as hell. Talk to u later... :*


Ps...
Happy bday Pamie :* I know we've been really weird the last month, but I want u to know that I think u deserve the best u can have. I want u to be happy and I hope u get happy.

Two hours later...

Well I went and came. Nothing changed, but the time I was with Amaury and Gab was nice, and Alex rocked. At least I laughed and had a good listen. Here is something that was on my mind all the way staring at the window...

Clouds act like catchers

they play at getting all the lightballs

blinding my steps... killing the long view...

I barely see the top of my nose,

and I'm supposed to preview the future tense

building something for the next 50-60-70 years

while I can't even get a day straight.

This play is eating all my senses

surrounding me borders - These fences

are statics shocking my brain...

-80 hopes of living, right now

picture myself like another tip

which the outside layer burned

laid and waiting in the ashtray...

My wings being burned.

Today is been a bad day, well nothing bad happened actually but It's been like nonhandleable. All my days have been that way the last weeks, but today I feel myself like loosing it.

I woke up late, I went to Amaury's and did some things from school. I went to my "Vida Cristiana" class - yeah it sucked but at least I got the teacher confused one or twice. Then I got this "Seguridad Industrial" class, and it was totally blah. I saw Paloma today, she just doesn't talk to me anymore - blame it on Lia or blame it on me? - I don't really care.

I had this talk with Paul, I just don't know, I'm not a kid who uses to drop out and I know that shit will end my times. Maybe I'll end up being another grade A working in some shit I dislike. I'm just afraid of things I can hold and behaving like I can't. But I hope this all be just cause of the mood.

Now I'm going to 8Doors to see if I can clean up my mind. Wish me luck.


Ps...
Happy bday Daryl. :*

A night before Thursday

Hi blog, how have u been?
Me?... There's nothing much to say. My day was pretty normal, just but the fact that I went to a Tv show recording in the one MainArtery was about to performe. Everything else, just routine. The after-college-night-thing was nice, Empanadas and some friends. Now I'm here.

I don't know what to say, I mean, today I did everything. My day wasn't tight at all - in fact it was alright, but I had this bad feeling. I don't know how to call it. I was like sadsuicidalsomething. I know I laugh and shit and I talk and that, but is not what it should be, it's not me in the inside. Sometimes I just feel like Kathy, like swallowing every taste of unhappyness, deep throathing each piece of glass while they just hurt my throat. I feel I can't hold myself any longer and I just wish I could end it. Everything's ok and all of a sudden I just get critical, all of a sudden I'm not ME.

...Steps ascend to a loaded gun.

Think it before walk through the door out.

Hey Blog! OK, OK, OK don't do that face... ohhh pleasse baby, yeah I know I've been gone, no no no stop with the lip thing honey... please :(

Sunday I spent the whole day doing calculus with Paul, then on the night I went to eat HotDogs with Amaury and Gab - Thanx sweety. I got back home and I started with this huge project I had, but I went to bed early anyways. Now yesterday - It was monday - The day was pissed as hell, first I woke up early, I did lot of homework, then I fought with Lala - Yeah I know I was pretty sad about that - We saw each other and we didn't even talk, Then I got this Calculus test and I did ok - At first I was complainning about I did everything wrong, but now I got my mind onearthed I know I wasn't that bad - After the test it was time for the most bored-as-hell class ever. I got home and it was terrible, again on the same project, and the same shit and the same class thing and the same sleeping late cuz of the same project - GRRR!!!!!!.

Today I woke up early, I did all my homework, I didn't eat because I didn't have time to. Between projects and drawings... I barely took a bath. I was pissed off cuz of the fact that I had to get those projects done due 4:00 o'clock. But when I got to the Lab the idiot-bitch-teacher said that she will extend time due thuursday. It was a bad thing, but at least I got time to finish the drawings. Then the "Dibujo y Diseño" class was nice. I fixed things up with Lala, I gave her a lot of hugs - hahahaha!! - and nahhh things were pretty well today.

"Boys speak foreighn language and girls go like doo doo doo doo, doo doo doo doo (8) !!"

Setting fire to sleeping giants :)

Well dear blog here I am. You won't even imagine how many times I've opened this page and tried to write something, but there has always been this something that interrupts me.Yesterday I got everything documents done - finally. At night I went to this punk show and it was OK, Mulligan simply rocked asses. I was with my japanesse friend nice and shit, then I saw Amaury and Gab.

Today I don't even know how I got up, I mean I went to sleep at 4:00 am and I was awake at 8:30, can you believe it? I went to my guitar class and then I studied some calculus with Paul. Yeah I know college sucks ass. Tonite, I went to Felafel and after that we took a ride and ended up in Drinks to Go. Now here I am at home, bored and pretty mad because my cellphone just got crazy or something like that.

Getting another zippo

And my days are like the same movie over and over. I woke up early, I went to the same place I went yesterday searching for this document, guess what? - this time I got it - YAYYYY!!!!.

The afternoon was horrible that class "Vida Cristina" really gets my nerves to their final lap. The other class was OK, I got home early, I ate pizza, got my homework done... blah blah blah, I'ma practice some guitar, then I'll be in bed. I have to be awake at 6:00.

My Japanese friend was kinda sic... I'll see her tomorrow :). B-B-B-B-Bye!

Two minutes hate!!!

I hate when days turn into bunch of things you want to do, but you end up doing nothing. Today I woke up at 9:20 I had breakfast and took a shower. In the meanwhile Kathy came to my house... so when I got out of the shower she was sitting there like a gift :). So beautiful, so perfect, so like always :):):)<3.

I went to this police station trying to get a document. It's so amazing how stupid and useless people can be, I didn't get the document shit solved, after hours of waiting. Then I was at school and I had this huge desire of empanadas, lots of "blah blah blah" and lots of "yakirish makirish" and at the end I didn't get any empanadas, I was so hungry that Artemis almost turned my body into a special assassin and ninja'ed everybody. Anyways, after my hunger crisis, I developed an urge of wanting to see AlexFerreira at 8Doors but on one wanted to go, so here I am having a fucking piece of living...

Yeah I know I complain about everything, and no, I don't cheese with my whine.

The foreman has injured his hand.

Hi blog. first of all, I'm sleepy. Today was such a bored-weird day, I got up early cuz I had to go and get some document's things done. The morning ended so fast I didn't noticed. On the afternoon I went to college, freaking boring "Lab de computos" class, I almost suicided in that shit. Then I got this interesting class "Dibujo y diseño", the teacher is such a sarcastic character but the subject is ok. Now I'm home, I'm tired, sleepy and I want some coke but there's no coke in the refrigerator... talk to u later. :*

"Come sit next to me... pour yourself some tea... just like granmma made when we couldn't find sleep... (8)"