Divide me from myself.

Alright, stop scratching the thoughts, let me get my ideas in order as an improvement. The past few days have been quite calm down, nothing much different than everyday - just that I'm expressing myself less. It's being hard for me to write and it's not that I can't is just that I feel like isn't worth enough. I push the pedal to the floor and my seat is getting weak as the seatbelt tighten and holds me from collapsing.

Last night I got this shock I couldn't behave and this morning I reacted just the same, I'm falling appart for the now. I can't keep the pieces together; sometimes I just shiver and shake thinking that maybe I'm not enough to stand myself... then I crash reality and remember how great I am - This time I'm waiting for the crash.

Talk to u later Mon... =*

Are u listening?

Hey whatsup Mon?

It's been a week since the last time I posted something. I haven't been that busy but I've been tired. School already started past Monday and I'm handling nine subjects - I'll be all set! I also went back to the habit, so I'm working out daily every morning. You can prolly figure out that by midnight I'm exhausted and I drive myself to bed :).

This weekend has been kinda saddy, or at least the start was. Joss went to NY, he's moving up there, I'm gon' miss mah nigga Joss. Friday was at his place, had some booze, some fun like the old days - You know how we do :: LOL! - Yesterday I went to the movies with some friends - a date I won't name. And after the movies we went to Don Nacho, it was a good time spent. That's how much my life has gone the past few days, as soon as life gets interesting I'll write daily.

!!!Death By Stereo is coming to town!!!

Let's pretend for a while

Hello Mon, it's been kindda long. This week I am packed with stuff to do from school and I haven't even started. Registration drives me nuts. After a lot of nonsensed dunnoing, I got 9 subjects in, which means that I don't know what I'll do with my life this semester.

Mulligan played last nite, it was a great show. I loved it. Uhmm there are plenty of things to say, but I'm not in the mood. I'll kiss you later.

Save as Draft

Ink drops into my cup

Hello round here. Friday's show was really amazing, Alex was awesome as always. I think he has improved his vocal skills, which is good. Gonzalez, well I hadn't seen them without Bordas, but I think they're more Rock&Roll; the new drummer is Luimi and he fits just perfect. Last band was Spam, holly-shit, I hadn't see them before or even listened to them, but I love it. Is like kinda indy rock with David doing some noises. David was quiet calm on that show, surprisingly. I guess that it was because of the incident with his last guitar - I dunno I wasn't here - Whaeva!

Yesterday I just hung out with the guys and Nicholas - He's this Hochy's friend for somewhere up Europe. Blah, I'm off.

In the back of someone else's car

Well ok, I think it's about time for me to post something. Like I've been trying to do it, but somehow something's missing or I'm just not in the mood. It's 2006 already and I feel like this year I'm going to take over the world. I'm holding a elevated hype down here and I'm pretending to keep it like that.

The 31st, I had dinner at home with my family, something really nice and stuff. After midnight I went to Andy's, we had a blast down there - or shall I say up there? - tons of alcohol - yeah by the way, Jhonnie is my new bestfriend. I was so wasted I couldn't drive back home till I had some food and stabilized my organism. After that we just rolled down to the Malecon to see the sunrise - we got late, but drunk. I hung up a bit with Jamps and Edgar, some fun comments and after that we split. I saw my brother and guys from around here and they told they were going to Ivan's house on the beach. So I just got my baggieshorts and got there. I booggied like for 2 hours straight - unbelievable - and then had some food. I crash home something near 5.30, I took a shower and had some more food. I was ready to keep on going but everybody was sleeping so I just did the same and woke up something near 10.00. Right after that I just did what I've been doing latelly, talking to Jenny till 4.00 AM - lol.

Monday was Aida's Bday, we went to her place - Lala, Jayme, Marua, Jorge and I, there were also another people, friendz of her - and had a fun time, good food. That was Lala's last day around till next wednesday, she went to Canada for a week and something - NikO misses Lala.

On thursday I went to the movies with Michelle, we saw HarryPotter. I love it, it was a great movie. Michelle and I just have a good time at the theater, going to the movies witha friend - Not much else to say, sadly.

Wednesday I got notice that Alice is here, so I just hung out with her and some of the guys from Maine. After that I went up to the Hill, because it was Andy's last night around :(. We werre there at Jimmy's just chatting and stuff, it was nice... I'm gon miss Andy tho.

I've been into old school rockandroll, guess is good, dunno. Back to the roots. Love cha Mon.