If only I could read this comic I'm living.

I know u'd be asking why I haven't talked to u this long, I'm really sorry, I had a final today and I was studiying like a bitch. I don't understand it sometimes, I mean, I don't like this shit at all but I can't stand a bad grade, it's like against all my means. Wednesday I had science and I did fine, today it was calculus, I did well. My days've been pretty fucked up and cause of the books, I've laid some people aside, I'm sorry. Today I woke up early, cuz I had to study and at 6:00 I got my exam, tonite we went out, Chung and I, just some gin and juice. I don't know why the days I'm really on in partying, I end up home early.

Tomorrow I'll do some things with my mom, buy few things - Yayyy!!!! - I'm leaving in less than a week. I hope tomorrow's nite gets better than today's. This weekend gotta be explosive... I'm about to see a movie now or something... love u Mon.


Ps...
Massiel... I wuv u :).

Like Dillinger scape plan.

Mon,

Keep urself silent and gracefully moving till friday. Wait for me at the train station, I'll be there at 7:00. Look around and aim a man with a coat and a cigarette... Be patient, I promise We'll run away, far away... I'm just waiting this season to ends.

Ps...
Remember, a goodbye note, is never a good idea. :*

Je pretendre etre moi-meme pour un instant.

Hello sweetie, I'm a little bit tired but I came by to give u a kiss and tell u about my weekend. Yesterday I dunnoed the whole day, and then Lui picked me up, like at 9:00 and we dunnoed together... then Jochy joined us, and then Paul did just the same. So we were there dunnoing till 1:30 or somethihng :P. This morning I didn't want to wake up - WOW like every sunnday. I went to this meeting at this college, and then went to my college, to catch Lui and Paul for studiying. We were at Lui's almost till 11:something and then we went out to eat, now I'm here at home. I'm kinda mad because my celphone seems to be fucked up, I hope it'll get better tomorrow or I'll get angry, I mean really angry.

I'm standing at less than two weeks of leaving this place for arouund four months, and altought I'm not completly sure and I know I wish I could take some people with me, I hope I do great round there. :* loooove u like a starnumber times on a stared night, bye Babie...


Ps...
I'd do my best for u...

I always denied I could see

Hi Mon, I went to the movies tonite, with my japanesse friend and Karlangas. The movie was nice, we saw "Constantine" - Really nice movie, pretty much like me, if u know what I mean. The only thing I dislike was Keanu Reeves, that guy is too of a sissy for the character. To be honest I don't know if this is cuz of my fascination about angels but the character I loved the most was Gabriel, it was really kOoL and shit - Just my opinion u know how I'm when it comes to Angels. I always denied I could see :).

Today I got up early, cuz I had to study, or I started to study, I did the first lesson - Which I consider the hardest - and nothing much of review it. At least now I feel myself secure about that part of the things to know. Then I played guitar, almost the whole afternoon and after that I took a bath and went to the movies. It was a nice hang out, I mean like the old days without the fighting thing... :) I'm happy cuz of that. Well baby I'm rolling to bed. Love u... :*

Under the killing moon.

Hi Mon, how are u? ...I woke up early, and just did nothing but play guitar. Then I took a ride round skul and shit, saw the guys and that. I came back home, had some food and spent the whole afternoon here at home just doing nothing but sleeping and dunnoing. Near 9:00 I wen't to Lala's, it was her birthday. Not my kind of hang out but it was ok - Really good tacos. I got back home almost now, and here I am talking to Lulah :) and almost sleeping.

I have to study Calculus, I'm tired of it, but I have to get on them books or I'll have a not nice grade. I read about this new pope, the guy is such an asshole, how come Rock music to be against people - That's senseless. So since now on the pope can suck my %#^*, how can a mindblind man lead humanity? ...are we loosing sight here?

Love u babe... goodnite :*



Ps...
Happy bday Lala.

A fingerpick played song.

Bonjour, ca va?
I'm kinda excited, I finished classes today - there they come the finals - We prolly eat empanadas or something. Monday I had this science exam which I did good, and then had few more classes, nothing hard or tiring. Yesterday I had to handdle a project for my ISC teacher, and then I came home, al weird and shit I talked to my Japanesse friend the whole night. I went to bed early, like at 11:30 or something - Yeah, I was helluva tired. Today I wok up early and at first I was planing to study calculus but then I saw Gina and u know the following.

I did this contest searching a name for u... I think I'll name u Monique. U ok with that name? ..then alright it's official ur name will be Monique.

Angels and spies

Hi sweetie, I'm sorry the nohearingaboutme thing, I've felt like swallowing. Yesterday I was really mad, or not mad but like frustrated, first I had two games in the morning and I lost them both... I stand the most not scoring than loosing, I mean in both games I did 12 in the first and 23 in the second and I lost them both - Yeah, I'm not onemanteam. Then I went to my guitar class and after that I got to the library - In vain cuz no one was there. I got home and got into science, and all of a sudden Amaury told me that we had some troubles with the going out thing. Ten minutes later he said he wasn't going, that he was about to go to Idunnowhere - Yeah, there I got like mad. But there it came my heroine - Poly to the rescue - and told me she could pick me up, and so she did, she picked me up with some guys and we went to the "MardiGras". Right in this part it's seems to be a whole different time-day-moment, I dunno my night switched into a memories-angryness-happiness, Idunnohowtocallit thing. I saw Patricia, we talked a lot, had fun she hugged me like hellish, I dunno, it was nice... Jenny is so cute, my little baby. I saw my japanesse friend, we ended up bad... I dunno, it was a ignoringfightingflirting thing, like she was playing to hate but the innerself released the truth, so I got like mad and shit and did some ignoringstupidfull things. Gabby called me and told me that Lulah was with her and that she wanted to see me, so I got happy and went to see her... :) Lulah is so nice - Although u don't read this: MUAH!!!.

Today, I woke up early and studied a bit, then I went out and ate with Kathy, Lorin, Luz, Naty, Rossy and David... It was so nice and rebuilding, goshhh I love Kathy, I so love her, she's so so me/mine, I enjoy every second we spent together.

After that I came back home and keep on books, but I got tired and went to the court, I didn't play at all, but I saw few games and hung with Georges :). That's it, I'm off... bye baby.

Ps...
Still searching for ur name...

Bullets came to bullet's holes

Bonjour mon amie. I'm going straight to business today, yesterday I was really mad, because of this girl. I mean she has to keep on saying the same thing like starnumber times without a breaking point... I mean, what's the idea in that shit? ...I'm starting to believe what Paul says, maybe I should start listening to Greenday and become Megadeth, instead of being such a nice guy. Like if I were such a bitch and did her bad and then get blanked since I'm leaving, then maybe she'll be happy - JERK!!!. Now, about the day... I can't remember a thing, I just remember that I wanted to eat "empanadas" so bad and no one wanted, so I ended up eating McD's, which wasn't bad at all, but it wasn't "empanadas".

Today, I woke up early and started to study "Vida Cristina" since I had a final, but I just did like 30 mins and I jumped to Gina, and I played the whole morning. I had this class at 4:00, Amaury picked me up, then he went back to my house to pick up an essay I left - I loooove u man - while I took the exam. My "Seguridad" teacher didn't show up, arrrggg I got pissed because he was supposed to say who's exonerated today, and I'm really sure I'm on that list. I just hope he goes to classes tomorrow, so I could ask him. I'm really tired and I need to get up early and study science - AGAIN!!!. Just two weeks and this shit'll be over... just two weeks. Bye baby...


Ps...
uhmm, u know what, I should name u... :)

Who brought me here?

Hi blog, today was a quick day - Bing Bang, thank u man. But first of all let's talk about yesterday, I went to skul and to be honest I didn't fall asleep because Jaime was such a clown, hahaha. The whole day this guy was joking around and shit - Quiet funny. Then I got home and did everything homework till 2:00 AM. Ok, back in today, I woke up at 9:10, but I closed my eyes - Blinked - then it was 10:30, I took a bath, practiced guitar and finished some shit I had for today. I got home at 3:45 and without nooticing it was 6:30 and I was at "Dibujo", the teacher did practically nothing - Like always - so I got home at 7:30. I started to do this practice I have due tomorrow and weirdly it was 11:30 all of a sudden, so here I am, I've ended everything homework and I'm realizing that college is driving me insane since this whole post just talks about skul and homeworks... GOSH!!!


Bye Blog...

Licking my wounds...

Hi blog, how have u been? ..These days I've been something between busy and tired, friday I didn't go out, I just stayed at home and did some homework. Saturday I had a game at 10:00 which one I lost, I don't know how, well I can't complain about myself, I mean I did it well, 22 points in 14 minutes is a nice average. On the afternoon after my guitar class, I went to this meeting with Paul and some guys, it was ok. On the night we went to Lui's spent like 2 hours there and then we went to eat. We dunnoed a lot like round 2/3 hours and then we ended at this gasstation with the Underworld. Sunday I simply did nothing, everything about to do, ended up in ashes. The day was weirddo, but it was ok. This weekend was tiredful, and the city is getting supabored - Yeah, it've always been this way, but I'm feeling it deeper now.

Today I have classes from 4:00 to 10:00 let's see if I don't fall asleep :), love u blog...


Ps...
...I can't die in this balloon - suffocating~(8)

Like buterflies noise... I'm doing this life.

Hi baby, today - Something I still don't believe. - was a nice day, really nice one. It started at 10:00 so I slept well, I did an essay I had to do for my "VidaCristiana" class. Had it done and then jumped on Gina, I spent like 2 hours playing. I got to skul at 4:00 and had the "VidaCristiana" class, then after an hour doing nothing but talk with the guys I found out that my "Seguridad" teacher didn't go today, so I had the night off. I came home and had dinner, I spent the whole night listening to Thrice :). Some nice things happened today, like I add Rosaura to my contact list ;). She's nicer than what I thought, I mean, she's talkative and that, smart and clever - Good girl. I'm sure I had another nice thing to say but my mind just got blank right now.

Switching topics, I know there's a point I've missed where I turned the wrong way and it's driving me crazy. But what can I say, maybe this summer will be my breaking point and the breaking event will force me to go back. I just hope this breaking point breaks situations and not bones and lives. I'm leaving, I need some rest, so I'm off... love u.

Playing together on Mississippi street

I can feel it coming... I came to realize that everytime I go to an expresion of those type of things I love, I get really sad. I get into this crazy skin that tights me harder and harder, breaking my sence weaking my mind....

My day started early, not that early but early. I did some class shit and then I went to pick up Gina. Then I walked around the hood trying to catch some of the guys, but nothing. At 4:00 I had Science, but I didn't go, I was at a friend's all chillzout. After that I got calculus and then Science Lab. I got back home something near 10:0... I took a bath and went to this jazz concert Cyrill - A new friend - had. Gustavo is fucking awesome on that piano, I mean he really knows how to do his thing, and Cyrill, well, she is incredible. I saw some guys round there, the thing was nice. Till I got home and got depressed because of the same shit I always get depressed... :( I'm off.. bye~


Ps...
pupirapiparaparaparaparaparapap(8)

Living in Amsterdam

Stately geometry figure right in/between my ribs

she fits so perfect inside my skin

so pure... so clean, so soft air to this sic lungs

so differents, though, so alike... Who knows?

We're tracing over simplified lines:

she was meant to this time, I was meant to her eyes.

forever grabbing, keeping inside, perfect standing,

growing no shadows over the underlightened floor.

This music is never ending as ur range flicks...

flicks between the happening.

Dee Dee

Hola blog, I'm wasted here on the same chair I always sit, tired, exhaust of college and craving for a coke. My day started helluva early, like at 8:00. I did just nothing the whooole morning, it was so brutal that I even went to my higschool at 1:15 just to walk around. I got to college at 4:00 and got this two freaking hours of ISC-Lab. Something near 7:30 the teacher from Dibujo came - Yeah, the class is supposed to be at 6:00 - and wrote a classwork which I didn't had to do because I'm exonerated. At 1o:00 I had this noisy thing with some friends, the shit is that I had to wait like two hours doing nothing till 10. My day was blah as hell. And that's it, I'm done for today, so I'm leaving... bye Blog.


Ps...
Disaster Day.

Newton took over my world...

Hey blog, what's up? ...To be honest I didn't have time to write during the weekend. So I'm about to write a few things about it...

Friday, I studied a lot, I was about to go to the movies with Lia and shit, but I stayed at home just on the books - Unbelievable. Something near 11:00 Lui came and picked me and Paul up, we had dinner - Paul, Mario, Vigy, Lui, Pamela and I - at TacoBell and then we went to Mario's house. Geex that house is great, I mean the artwork inside of it, is just frustrating/amazing. I got back home reaaally late because Lui wanted to eat again at 2:30 - Crazy azz.

Saturday, to be honest I had the worst game I've ever had in my entire life. I scored only like 4 points and I played almost the whole game, even shooted a 1/starsnumber. My mind was all in calculus shit. I went to my guitar class and I got late by the way, the niciest thing was that in my way to Gazcue, to Lala's I met - Or should I say Re-met? - Cyrille. She's a great chick that teaches Singing at JazzyMas, she invited me to this concert she has next wednesday @CinematecaNacional. After a lot of studiying I was back home at 8:00 had a bath and went back to the books. Something near 11:00-12:00 I went out with ChungHoGuys.. we ate sandwishes and then went to Mario's house again. We played pool - hehehehe I kicked some asses, back to those days. I came home near 3:00.

Sunday, my day barely started, I was so sleepy that I think I fell asleept a few times. I studied a lot - I mean A LOT - like 8 continued hours or something like that. Near 10:00 I went to Paul's and picked up a book to prepare an exposition for today. I went to bed at 3:00 when I finished it.

About today, I dunno how, but I woke up renewed. Reviewed the material, reviewed my exposition and went to college something near 4:00. I did the exam, and when I say "I did", I mean I fucked it right in the ass - Those hours were worthy. Then I had the exposition and my group kicked ass. The teacher was amazed. Enough writting for now, I'm off. :* love cha.


Ps...
*April's 1st: Happy Gmail-day...
*April's 3rd: Happy Bday Monalisa :) :*
*I'm frustrated with the new DBS's song. \m/
*I love u like thousand beatting hearts.
*I'm so tired of Calculus.
*Bileika, have a nice bday :*

Like a mime between "XYZ".

Trying to find the end of today and don't even knowing where it started, maybe it was at 8:00 when I woke up and jumped from my bed to the shower and from the shower to the table - I had to study. I spent the whole morning on the books, did two lessons and shit: Yayy!!!! - Got the sarcasm? - Then I went ot my highschool just to clear up my mind, but it just stayed the same. I went to skul at 4:00 and had "VidaCristiana" that somehow I turned it into calculus, then I had "Seguridad" my day was bored and shit, the whole day with this sour in my mouth. I got home and ate pizza - Yeah, yeah, I know pizza rocks - and now I'm here after fistfights and bottleswar.

Lot of things to say today, the more I study the more I realiza I don't want to. Gooshh, I'm good at math, I know that; I have great grades, I've always had; I can kick anyone's ass in a speeching and quickthinking; I got a 99% in my aptitude test which means I can study any-fucking-thing I want to... but fuck it!, having it like a mule doesn't mean u have to do porn, right Kummar?
I'm tired of this, I'm a fucking artist - - I've always been one, it's in my soul, in my blood and inside me, I can't fight it... and sooner or later it'll come out and kill this me I am.

From X to Z - Talking about planes, not about Xzibit. How come is this thing getting over me? ...like a rush, like a take over. I don't know myself anymore. I got so weak by the fact u're dissappearing and even knowing u're right, knowing u're on ur way to the right choice, I just can't take it or handdle it. I (heart) U... and that's all that matters to me, although falling in love never was on my plans.


Ps...
Need a secret place...